my last freaking evaluation that I will write for ual [personal version]

 

First of all  - I want to say something to me: 

You made it through. Despite so many obstacles and challenges and moments where you felt like you don't know how you will make it work. The many moments where you thought you are lost - 

you weren't, you were just going into the unknown and everything there seems new, so of course, no wonder it feels like you are lost. 

Feeling lost can be also; having enough courage and curiosity to take a direction which destination is unknown to you at the beginning and during the journey, but isn't that how new continents and countries were discovered? 

Who found anything new or wonderful or exciting just by staying in the space where you know everything already, where you feel safe.     

All these moments where you were scared and overcoming it every single freaking time, taking steps forwards. And yes it felt like you're going slow and sometimes like you are not moving at all - but look now? How far you've come. 

Finishing the animation that you dreamed to do. You didn't exactly know how it will look like, or how you will make it, but you did it anyway. Step by step.  Looking which element connects to which. 

You didn't give up, all these moment where you felt like you're on the ground, not knowing how to find the energy and will to push forward, to move forward - somehow you always did. 

AND NOW NO ONE CANT SAY ANY OTHER WAY: not even your inner critic. you kept at it. you created what you truly wanted to create. with dedication, persistance, patience, hard work and humility. 

you are a freaking creative force and a blazing fire of an artist that goes their own way, following what they are curious about, fighting for their vision to come alive. Because what are ideas worth if not taking them into reality? And that is the most hard part now, I know. 

Not many follow through. Not many even manage to start. But starting and finishing, that is something else. 

I want you to know... that whatever comes next, you can do it all. Never doubt that you can't. Because if you really want it and if it is really important to you and you really care about it --- No one can tell you No. You got this. Always. I believe so freaking much in you. Because you never give up. You always find a way, even if it seems impossible. I am not worried about you. Not at all. 

And as Cameron said,

you will be freaking fine. I know it. 

[and now go write that CritIcAl evaluAtiON for them]