please give me a miracle boost of energy and faith

 

visualization, right? 

just imagine I finished my project. I finished the research journal and it's all done and I can finally get some rest and be happy, and be proud of how far I have come... 

after all I did write this dissertation in all this pressuring atmosphere. but lately I just hate feeling lonely. 

my project is somwhere, but it's not finished. I am scared of doing the research journal, because --- 

I feel tired. 

and I know it is one more milestone. 

and I am making steps forward but there are days where I just feel --- like it is not enough. like I am not doing enough..

and probably thats why I feel like it. I know I should not think like that. 

what would Cameron say? 

You got this, I am not worried about you. You'll be fine. 

At this point I feel like I need a miracle boost of energy thrown at me that gets me through this. 

I will be fine, because I can't just give up now. 

I seem to be able to support so many around me, how is it I can't do it with m y own self?

or at  least it is so much harder ...